l enjoy sharing my thoughts with you my enduring counterparts but there is something I need to say about this life of ours. We are here to suffer, this is why we are here. There is no other way to say it and l don't mean any of that religious hocus pocus, l and by l. l mean us.
We are the ones who have the greater power, we are the ones who shout louder, we are the ones who hurt others far greater than the women of this planet. l am a man and I'm bigger than you and stronger than you and you will do as l say or else. it has been our trademark for generations, but we can not pass this on to our sons as to do so would surely mark the end of generations of unwritten rules passed on from father to son. l speak from the heart,what is left of it. I have had my share of knocks through this journey we call life but l feel ashamed for my actions recently. I overstepped the line and now I have a lot of bridge building to do, its not going to be easy and to tell you the truth its going to hurt. Not physically, no that would be to easy. Its a case of rebuilding bound-ires, bridges whatever you want to call them . They need rebuilding as l have been a fool, a drunken fool. So if there's anything for me to grump about, its us for being sometimes too grumpy. I apologise if l am over steeping the mark but l had to say it and get it down on text l guess, things will improve, l know as l will not be there. I need to take a step back and take a good hard look at myself before l can be let loose in my family circle again.

l sit here this evening, alone again. My darling wife has gone to bed, alone again. All because l opened my mouth again, alone again naturally.(G O'Sullivan 1972 ish) So WHY l hear you ask, why because we have balls and they are attached to our brains, why do you think they drop. Must l continue life with the wif as l call her, on a non conversing level. It's not as if l can't talk, l'am a bloody salesman for petes sake,(l can use that one as my brother in law was a pete, who hated it and sadly passed away last year, grump on pete)l talk all day long and get results but when it comes to the wif l can't seem to say anything right unless its yes or no. My customers hear me, if not l repeat it but the wif would rather say l told you that last week, when l say l know nowt about it. l am putting it down to the amount of wine l force myself to drink every night and yes l will admit it, it feeds on grey matter. The more we drink the better life gets. Believe me, l sell wine for a living. l could get to enjoy this, letting off steam every night, hears a good one from the office this week. We have a chap who is always putting his foot in it, on Monday while speaking to a customer, we heard him say oh choreography that's that fancy special writing. Grump on, back soon.

WOW, at last something that is truly amazing on the internet apart from racing. Last night as we were having a couple of drinks and a game of cards as you do, my son in law and I hit on the idea of G O M web page as you do. We are both fuuly paid up members and proud of it, much to the disappointment of our better halves. Maybe it was the wine talking or maybe the real G O M in us all but we had to find out if you were realy out there and boy are we happy to find you. Grump on.